in the absense of the sun✨ #MidnightThoughts #1
i dedicate this to all those insecure fellows out their who are having a hard time fighting with their own demons❤️
4th oct, 2:09 am, Often when I am lying at this hour on my bed trying to fall asleep, i mostly fail. But it's not just limited till that, I being an insecure fellow, throughout the day manages to have enough distractions to get me going. But the minute the night falls (mostly during midnight) all of it returns, all of which i was trying my best to avoid as much as i could. But there was a difference this time, it just came and stroke me in wholesome. And that was the time, when I found no diary on my reach to have all of my thoughts down, I decided to go for my phone. Here's some bits of my heart that I felt to type down👇🏻
Insecurities and many more~
Often at this hour, I used to feel all those glimpses of my past being reborn or somewhat returning to me. But that was not about it. The worst bit of it was, they were the parts of my past I hoped I could have forgotten, never wanted to think about any of it again in my life. But somewhere you have to agree, we can't be strong always and sometimes some little things can even make us break-out. That was exactly what happened to me.
We as humans try to be a better version of ourselves everyday, want to do something more than what we did before in our tomorrows, and just want to move on from all our yesterdays and mostly the past. The kind of childhood we may had, past traumas, recent experiences of failure or rejection, loneliness, social anxiety, negative beliefs about yourself, perfectionism, or having a critical parent or partner can all contribute to INSECURITY. And that's when we can say we don't like to or are insecure to remember the past or the younger versions of ourselves. Somehow not all the days in our past are worth remembering. This may happen due to some incident or an act of we did that we regretted later. Insecurity is an inner feeling of being threatened and/or inadequate in some way. We've all felt it at one time or another. Everyone does. But while it's quite normal to have feelings of self-doubt once in a while, chronic insecurity can sabotage your success in your later life and can be particularly damaging to your intimate relationships in today. While if you don't feel motivated everyday, its okay and its normal. You can get enough inspiration by a small act that you yourself can do.
In the end, we will get our own ways of dealing with the reason we are insecure. We will figure out a way of fighting with our own demons.
No matter if you feel, everything around gave it's best effort in putting you down and feel bad about yourself again.
It's just that never let it win!
TRY YOUR BEST TO STAY STRONGER IN ANY KIND OF SITUATION YOU FACE, THAN BEFORE!
There are going to be problems we wished to never face, there still are. And maybe, there are new ones on their way. It's something known as LIFE man! But trust me, you are strong enough to get through anything.
But maybe we can say, time, new situations, new people and most of it, life itself ends up teaching us more than we could have thought, and now I can sure as hell say I learnt, life taught me, the past years made me what I am and I am a much better person now. A much better person then yesterday, and i seek to be more better tomorrow!❤️
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I'll just say, sometimes we get a more better vibe to write at nights , mostly midnights! (though it isn't always necessary for all)
Firstly, a very big sorry for not being active for nearly a month. It's just that, we had too much of a glorious month full of project submissions, assignments, completion of notes, and most of it, our mid-terms just got ended (well, not apparently. we still have two minor papers to get over and done with.) But I promise we are back and we are still writing, and we just came up with something new this time for our audience. A series , #MidnighThoughts that will have continuations twice every week.
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