unreality

 

you're beautiful 

but i wonder if you exist at all

woke up to a world i knew i couldn't have

pretty absurd that  i felt like i belonged here

through the the window, 

i could see across the street

in the dimness of the shadows

the whiteness of the light pole

and a dark figure underneath it 

but i knew it was nothing

i was confused but i waited to understand

it was nothing more but a twisted creation inside my head

but i knew i fell for what wasn't real

the unreality of it came over me

like a haze over a dark sea.

~kanchita

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