I AM STRONG❤️
"I am strong, ALL THE TIME"
As much I want to say and mean it at the same time.
For most of the time,
I often break down.
In the middle of the night,
When sleep eludes me
And the past engulfs me.
My heart breaks down into pieces.
By the burden of memories that i fail to bear anymore.
With a wish to go back into the past in order to fix a mistake or two,
Where, i might be able to get another chance to apologize or say thankyou to someone I was supposed to do.
I would hope I could have atleast done more than completely failing at most of the things.
But that's when the reality sets in and all of it remains as a blur.
So many unfelt emotions
So many unanswered questions,
So many people that I used to care about, disapearing into thin air.
So much of everything unknown,
Striking me at the same time.
I am confused, hurt, restless and anguish.
I don't really know how to deal with this phase as I never happen to go through it before.
It would haunt me throughout and hunt me down, with all those questions which were left unanswered.
For all those endless nights full of torment.
For all I know, it was an abyss,
A dark and black bottomless pit of despair.
For all it felt, seemed like to continue till forever ends.
Untill, several hours before sunrise,
All those tears dried up before I could know,
All of it just vanished somewhere i think i don't know,
Everything just felt as a bad nightmare and nothing more.
And i cleared up the wreck,
To have a fresh start with the daylight.
BECAUSE I DO UNDERSTAND IT, COMPLETELY THIS TIME.
I AM STRONG AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE!❤️
~Kanchita Das
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24th October 4:12am, I felt nothing. Like literally nothing. NUMB! A HOLLOW PIT! Call it whatever you want, that was the time I thought of trying to play a bit with words and it happened to rhyme a lot so just worked myself for some another couple of minutes for the above result. I also thought it might be needed for anyone at this moment. Just had another thing to let anyone out their know, THIS UNKNOWN PHASE OF LIFE WILL LIFT UP BEFORE YOU'LL KNOW IT! ❤️
A Blog By Kanchita~
Not in any kind or form of a blog this time, but a poem or may say, some rhyming sentences and words that also happened to be also my feelings❣️
Would really be looking forward for the response on this one💞
Thankyou❤️
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Last week's blog by me: WHEN ONE FEELS NOTHING BUT TORMENTED #MIDNIGHTTHOUGHTS #3
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